What will the outcome be?
Will the hero be able to achieve what he has set out to achieve?
What will become of his future?
Will he ever have a normal career in his life?
What about kids?
What about marriage?
What about earning a normal decent income?

btw.. I'm not talking about myself nor my results which is due tomorrow..
Rather I'm talking about Transformers 3 roflcopter
But yeah.. I suppose we can slot in the issue of result cliffhanger right around there
.meh.

Labels: Exams, Life, Movies

Labels: Life

8am-9pm work on weekdays
10am-4pm study on Saturday
12pm-4pm study on Sunday

Add in tutorials on weekday nights..

That pretty much sums up my next 1 year..
So yes... FML

Labels: Life

Not everything in this life is about competition
Sometimes its more to do with trying to be better than before not anyone else
If you have to compete, compete with yourself
Everyone has a weakness somewhere
They just do a better job at concealing that weakness
And it should be the same with yourself

The important thing is being able to overcome yourself
The greatest opponent is within yourself

Labels: Life, Ramblings

A very pretty place indeed
Lots of Sheep
Lots of Greenery
Nice and friendly people
A little too rural for me
But with friends its fun (=




Thanks for taking us in during the trip guys =D
p/s-> I wanna go Manchester next D=


On another note...
Received a call from BPP Law School with regards about my LPC application
They reminded me that the offer will end on the 11th of March
It's not like I don't wanna go
But circumstances does not permit me
For now I guess I'm just letting the offer lapse

Even if I can pay for the 1 year here
My training to be qualified is not confirmed
I will end up with a useless piece of paper if I'm not careful

Threading on thin ice here...
Malaysia sucks
But the people are great
I'm no longer the disillusioned boy
It's not easy to get a job here =s

Oh well
The dream was good while it lasted
I had my time
Now it's for the other two rascals

Labels: Life, Studies, Trip

Thank you guys for the craziness lol
It was a miracle that I was still able to wake up and get myself to London
Anyhow, thanks for all the birthday wishes =D
I thoroughly enjoyed myself that night
Although I can't remember what I did that night .___.



And finally I got my 2nd care package from my parents
Loads of Cinta Asam Laksa (they're the best!)
Some drinks and some other random stuff

The RAF museum was awesome
I spent around 5 hours at the museum and had to force myself to get out
Loads of Aircraft and fighter jets as well as WWII era bombers


Top the night off with Chinese dinner and Blood Brothers play at the Phoenix Theater
Thanks to my cousin Vivian jie jie


Oh b.t.w the Blood Brother songs are stuck in my head
I think Natasha Hamilton made a superb Mrs. Johnston =o

I also think I'm weird
I like metal but also love Musical plays
I'm weird just like that

Labels: Birthday, Life, Theater

Yup...
Too busy having fun to post up a New Year Message to whoever is reading this blog
Its too empty to even matter rofl!

Well..
Let's see... lots of people have been asking me
a) How's CNY in UK?
b) How's your CNY holiday?

Well to answer the above..
a) Everything goes on as usual here (sadly)
b) I have classes on Chor Yat.. (go figure)


But all in all
It wasn't too bad really..
CNY Eve we had dinner with occupants of House 64 and 60 of Miskin Street
(Don't ask me why it's called Miskin Street maybe they wanna be miskin.. beats me)


CNY Chor Yat we had Bakuteh mmmMMMmmmm
(When you have not have had bakuteh for 8 friggin' months, it feels like heaven)
I swear If you're Chinese and dislike bakuteh = blasphemy =_=


Second Day we had another dinner - Steamboat =D
This time adding people from Hertfordshire as well



And that night we got tipsy.. not drunk.. just tipsy hahaha!

And now they are planning for Chap Goh Mei haha..
I guess when you are far from home, any occasion to celebrate is..
Well an occasion to celebrate! =D
Having said that, CGM is another 10 more days or so from now
Till then, its tutorials tutorials and oh-wait-FML-Assignments-OMFG and tutorials
Have I mentioned the Assignments that I've yet to receive? FML


And yes...
I still want to Sing K .____.

Labels: Holiday, Life

So I thought that I should do a Vlog today...
wait.
wait..
wait...
wait..
wait.

Bah..
I still can't do it
I just can't speak in front of the camera
It's like talking to myself
It sounds stupid =_=
It also looks stupid
What if my flatmates overhear me talking?
They might think I'm some retard mental idiot V_V

So yeah...
Till I can overcome that part
No Vlog from me V_V
B.t.w whenever I think of Vlog,
I always think of Jake Sullivan in Avatar talking to himself on a mini Video Recorder
If you watched Avatar you'd understand
His first time talking to the recorder was like
"w.t.f am I supposed to talk to this?"
Yup that about sums it up


Anyhow, class has started
It's sorta nice to have class starting again
At least I don't feel like a bum sitting around doing nothing
(Okay la, for the benefit of my parents in case they're reading this)
It's not as if I haven't been doing anything during the holidays
Apart from sleeping late and waking up late
I've been reading and studying too =D

And ironically,
I've found my new found strength to blog more often now =D
(When class actually resumes)
During the holidays I'm just too lazy

One more thing before I go
Who invented the job interview form?
I hope he dies horribly...
Basket, even before the interview the form is a pain in the arse
And I always thought that the interview is a pain in the arse
Well.. Job interview Form #1 -> Job Interview #2

Anyhow,
I know I'm not gonna get much response from this
But, If I were to do a Vlog,
What do you guys want me to talk about?
*doubt I'll be getting any replies about this ._________.


Till then,
This is Jake Sullivan Jozzeh Reporting


p/s-> I'm not hyper about Avatar.. What makes you think I'm hyper about Avatar? How many times did I mention "Avatar"?
Avatar schmatar

Labels: Guitars, Life, Randomness

I know I've gone M.I.A for while now..
Its 3:27am in the morning and I'm in the middle of my tutorials



Just had the sudden urge to blog
Yes for no apparent reasons
Just to spew some random nonsensical stuff out

The weather has been rather weird lately
It just can't seem to make up its mind
One day it is warm and I can wear my sleeveless shirt around
Another, it became freezing-ly uberish cold
I call it Global Indecisiveness

So yeah, here I am
Still spewing nonsense while I am supposed to get back to my tutorials
Oh
Another random thing
Why doesn't floyd rose allow for standard and drop d tuning at the same time?
And Jess II is still with the technician fml

And finally one final thing
To Baby Girl =D
Happy 2nd Anniversary
I love you much
ココにいるよ although I'm far away
I'm with you in your heart..

Okay I know.. that's cheesy beeshi
Whatever, nobody visits this blog anyway..
So BOOO
Anyway.. back to work
*disappears


Tweet

Labels: Baby Girl, Guitars, Life, Studies

Baby messed with my blog on the post below =_=
I'm not lazy and I'm not fat..
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.___.

okay maybe a little..
I just need some inspiration and lotsa help from God to re-start my studying schedule )=

Labels: Life, Studies

Westminster Abbey


Tower Bridge

Hampton Wick

Labels: Life

Seriously...
Getting way too philosophical =s

Labels: Life, Musings, Pictures, Scenery

Labels: Life, Pictures, Quotes, Scenery

And the Roads diverged again
This time
Which path shall I take?
When all odds are against me
Will something work in my favor?

It's like a basketball game
In the few dying seconds of the game
The ball is in your hands
You stand at the 3 point line
Your team is down by 2 points
Should you pass or shoot?

Both will yield it's own consequences
The hard work you've already put in
All boils down to that final moment

If you do shoot, time slows down
Will your shot enter the hoop?
Or Not?
The time slows down even further to the point of eternity

If you pass
You spend the next few moments antagonizing
As if waiting for the death sentence
Your destiny lies at the hands and skill of your team mate
What will happen?

I need a sign
A sign that can tell me whether;
I'm in the right direction
Or not
Time is running out
If there is a sign
Please come in time

My instincts keeps telling me to try
But I do not have the ability nor the capacity
If I should try and fail
I'm screwed
Yet if I don't try, I'll regret it forever





It's always bad to enter into a plan without a back-up plan

Labels: Life, Musings

Yoz...
So it's been quite a while since I've blogged..
I blame the hectic education system I'm in..
But I'm actually loving it
I am already feeling very independent-ish
Education-wise as well as Self-Independent-ish


Lots have happened since my absence
Got new boots, cooked a lot (and I mean A LOT!), learning John Petrucci's "Wishful Thinking"
etc etc..
Made some new friends
Still yet to have any British friends hmmm...
I think it's cause of the halls I'm in..
My flatmates are all Malaysian haha..
It's great to have em around
But I feel it's also good to widen my networks so yeah...

What else?
Hmm.. No culture shock as of now...
Fitting in with the education system
(I've found my hardworking-ness again)
Got new goal in life, Working hard towards it
Surprisingly I've not drunk as much beer as I've expected to have drunk
Beer isn't as cheap as people say.
But it sure as hell is cheaper than Malaysia...

I guess that's about it
The guys from Hertfordshire are coming over tomorrow.
Need tuh get my stuff done so I can enjoy the next few days off..
Till then, Cheerios as they would say

Labels: Life, University, Updatez

I miss this two buggers




Seriously.. don't you feel like makan-ing her?


I'm leaving you mimi, I'm going to find dada =p



Whatcha say? You feel Like dyin' todai?

Ngeoooww


Nyahahaha

Labels: Baby Girl, Life, Tiffie

I can officially state that I have never walked so much
In my entire 21 years of life..
No seriously =s


Everything here is done on foot..
I miss my car so much T_T
I still have minute things to take care of
For example switching GPs
Getting basic ingredients to cook..

So many things to do
So little time...
Sigh...

Labels: Life

Counting down till classes officially starts..
T Minus 4 days..

Till then, still relatively free
Resting still from my earlier hectic departure and arrival
I'm happy with my room and my room mates

Currently on my mind
To jog and get some fitness in
Note to self: Survey for a pair of running shoes..

In the long run,
Still much to figure out
Much uncertainties
Road is still winding and long
Where will I end up?
Only God knows...

Labels: Life

Finally,
After so long
I can finally say
I am at Cardiff/Caerdydd!

I know baby girl is missing me alot
Sometimes I hope she can just be happy
(yes baby I'm gossiping about you)

I want her to know she runs through my mind every other day
I am happy and enjoying here
But I know that does not make me love her any less or miss her any less
I love her more than I could ever
So baby stop being emo-kia or I'll bite you grar!


Anyhow Cardiff is great
Getting chilly since its early Autumn
My room is fantastic
(it had better be considering the price my parents paid)
Had the biggest spending after a long time
To get everything done from internet to fees to bedding
but almost everything is settled now
We should see a drop in expenses..




The only thing left is my Phone
Which I have to wait for my bank card to be eligible to apply for a postpaid plan
(yes the one with free phone)
Not only that but the plans are surprisingly much more value for money compared to pre-paids
So I guess Phones will only come in about 2-3 weeks time..
Meanwhile I'll be using Lebara..
However I feel a little reluctant to reload 5 quids in...
For fear of lack of usage..
Guess its just wait and see


There will be enrollment tomorrow..
Surprisingly I am able to wake up on time and early
Probably my time still adjusted to Malaysian Timing
So my 7am is like Malaysian 2pm
Note to self: get that cheap digital alarm clock asap!



Well I guess that's it for not
One of the great times marked online for my future musings
Good Night (=

8.3.1 baby girl (=

Labels: Baby Girl, Cardiff, Life, Studies

Aww
Baby is off to Langkawi till Saturday..
Awww

Oh..
Btw did I mentioned I absolutely hate making my visa?
RM24 just for car park
8 bloody hours stuck in a small office
So much so I'm starting to feel claustrophobic
Yes.. I hate making my visa.. zzzz

Now I just hope that the damned thing comes before 20th

Labels: Baby Girl, Life