Hint: No hints...Don't want anybody to read this 'cept myself (=



Well... Its Chinese New Year again..
And sigh.. yes its that time of year
Where we go to that Big Big Big House in Titiwangsa..
Well I don't know about my parents..
But every time I go there...
I feel like a pretentious fool..

Don't get me wrong..
I love keeping in touch with my relatives
And I love to visit them
But there is just something about that place..
Maybe it is too lavish for me..
I really don't know..
And I know that my parents for that matter
Feel the same as I do...
We're just doing this out of respect..

She is my Grandmother's Sister.
My Mum's Aunty...
But again...maybe the place is for rich people..
Not for the likes of me..
Everybody there..
Seems to be wearing a fake smile...
And I won't lie..
I was bored
And I was wearing a fake smile too..


I really missed those times..
When my grandparents were around..
So the Angpaos are lesser..
But I think I am more comfortable there...
I really missed both my grandmothers
And my gong gong =/
I really took those times for granted..
Those food for granted..
Those houses for granted..

Damn la..its CNY but I'm emo-ing..
Why la.... zzzzz
CNY really reminded me of those time..
We hung out at my grandparents place till late at night..
But somehow...
Those times vanished with their passing =/
And today we only visited "that house"
Just one house...
Aish...

想回到過去
If there was a way.. I would..
Really I still don't know why I'm typing this post..
Is it really what I feel?
I guess its okay...
I know I'll meet with them one day...
And when I do..
I can stop putting a fake smile

I really missed
Ah Ne's Shin Pun Zi
PoPo's Ham Gai...

arghhz...

Songs: 安靜-周杰倫
回到過去-周杰倫
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